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Busy Aug. Friday night I get to see Evanescence once again get a short 4 day vacation then in a Few weeks off to DragonCon 2012. This will make my 15th DragonCon has defiantly became a tradition better than Christmas!

The End

(from the Hazmat cd Prime the Pump)
(also theme song from the up-coming motion picture Bunker of Blood from ZP International)(a zombie apocalyptic movie)

My life it starts chocking slowly
I reach and scream can no one save me
With hate and fear my dreams are ending
I hold it near it starts descending
     I must confess my lifes a mess I feel it pull me under
     Myself to blame I feel the shame wish I could start another
     Walk alone embrace the night watch it keep on fading
     wear a mask across my life paint it black with shading

(chorus)

Is this the end?
I breath in
I breath in dying
In the end
I breath in
I breath in dying

(end chorus)

My breath echos the sound of thunder
my hope fades out and pulls me under
no trust no love no fantasizing
They fade with doubt and Im realizing
     Im in distress still I confess as this pain takes over
     My thoughts remain and bring the pain I hold a no leaf clover
     Throw in the towel I take my bow knowing now I cannot save me
     darkness falls I face its calls pull it back and release me

(repeat chorus)
(solo)

My life it starts chocking slowly
(repeat chorus)

I Wanna Believe

(from the Hazmat cd Insane)
( Song for D)

Oh wont you be my friend
and just hold on to me
If you set me free again
I'll take my walk to be

The one that you want and need
the one that you gave your everything
the one that you cant deny
the one that just made you cry

I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in everything
I just wanna believe

I watch the dream come and go
whispers listen and I turn around
saw myself lose control
empty bottles crashing down

but I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in everything
I just wanna believe

(solo)

I wanna be superman
just want to fly to outer space
I wanna be a superstar
longing for the touch of your sweet embrace

I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in everything
I wanna believe its true
I wanna believe in something new
I just gotta believe

Greatest Hate

(from the Hazmat cd Unknown)

And my mind begins to ache
As my heart begins to break into
Feel as though my life will fade
always losing but I'm blaming you

and I feel alone
and I feel as though I cant go on
so if I cry tonight
I'll do so on my own

Mine eyes they swell from all these nights
of dreaming alone
Now lay me down to sleep
and wish for me gone

(chorus)
This hate that I've seen in you
wishing you well
stop screaming my name
Now feel my pain sweet agony
and cry
I hope you'll feel the same
(end chorus)

So wont you feel the same
so wont you feel the same
Why cant you feel my pain
why don't you feel


And as my lust turns to your pain
and I thrust to make you go insane
watch me as I learn to fly
wish it were you that felt the pain of a lie

and I feel it burn
and I start to learn this agony
Its my turn to fall
so catch me destiny

and I'll see the rose through broken glass
watching it burn
slowly it fades to shades of you
watch as I learn

(repeat chorus)

So wont you feel the same
so wont you feel the same

Hate what I found in you
so hurt me before were through
Take me for all I am
or leave me I don't give a damn
but I found the
Greatest Hate in your eyes
greatest hate in your eyes

Silent Hell

(From the Hazmat cd Prime the Pump)

A twisted hell is what I find
Inside this tired and beaten mind
Maybe illusions all I know
but then again I chose to go
     So as I search and never reach
     My mind it strains to steal the speech
     Feeling shaky cannot breath
     Is that the only way for me
                 (chorus)
Just pass that bottle watch me choke
then watch me as I start to hope
If Im not dreaming close these eyes
My Silent Hell, My silent
                  (end chorus)
And as I reach my sanity
I search through eyes that never see
I never strive no never win
I thought Id share this perfect sin
     I keep on drowning one more drink
     Hold the shadows watch me sink
     Always lonely never alone
     Im taking back that seeds that sewn
                     (repeat chorus)